Tenth Day of Advent | John 21:15-17

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“When they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?’ He said to him, ‘Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.’ He said to him, ‘Feed my lambs.’ He said to him a second time, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love me?’ He said to him, ‘Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.’ He said to him, ‘Tend my sheep.’ He said to him the third time, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love me?’ Peter was grieved because he said to him the third time, ‘Do you love me?’ and he said to him, ‘Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Feed my sheep.’” John 21:15-17 (Context: John 21:15-19)
 
As Jesus responded to Peter’s third declaration of love, so we are commanded to “feed my sheep”…with care, food, and love. One finds how much they need to be fed when faced with sudden, life-threatening illness. Life must accommodate changing roles and priorities. Those affected feel the threat and often, some degree of isolation. They crave to be fed spiritually even more than physically. These needs can and should be met by the clergy and church members, the more so. Brothers and sisters can bring food, sacraments, and themselves. Cards, emails, flowers, and phone calls show concern and Christian empathy. Ever greater comfort comes with those willing to share of their precious time for a brief chat with or without a gift.
 
As the little boy told his mother, when asked what he would do as he went to see a neighbor who just lost his beloved wife, “I am going to help him cry,” so we can do as Jesus instructed Peter, “Feed my sheep.”
 
Jim Moulthrop
 
 
 
Jim is an active member of the SOC Family and most often worships at our early service. When A4D was a ministry in the Diocese, Jim was an active supporter of the program, serving on the teams as well as providing financial aid to participants.


Ninth Day of Advent | Psalm 46:10

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“He says, ‘Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.’” Psalm 46:10 (Context: Psalm 46)
 
“Be still, and know that I am God.”
“Be still and know.”
“Be still.”
 
I’ve struggled a lot with just that part. How can I “be still” when my heart and mind seem to always be racing ahead of where I am? When our world is changing at a pace never before experienced? I’ve tried finding stillness in nature but I don’t like being around bugs of any kind, nor most animals, birds, or reptiles and I’d prefer conditioned air to natural environmental conditions. Though I like being inside better, many spaces have the distraction of books, photos, electronics and other things that need doing or undoing.
 
I’m still working on finding how to get to “be still” on a regular basis. I want to “be still” and experience knowing Him better than I know my girls or husband. I’ve had two defining occasions in my walk with God when He made me acutely aware of His personal presence in my circumstances. They were awesome encounters. I’ve tried to physically duplicate each of those times by doing what I was doing, but that hasn’t worked. So. I have to keep trying to get to the level of stillness that He deserves. I want to learn to “be still” in the quiet of alone time and in the middle of utter chaos. Because He wants me to “be still” to know Him, I want to learn to “be still” for Him, always and in all ways.
 
Cindy Hughes-Davis
 
 
 
Cindy is a founding member of Servants and was the parish’s first Senior Warden. She is currently active as a member of the Intercessory Prayer Team.


Eighth Day of Advent | Luke 24:49

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“And behold, I am sending the promise of my Father upon you…stay in the city until you are clothed with the power from on high.” Luke 24:49
 
I have always avoided the thought of going to Israel. I was afraid that it would result in a loss of faith. I feared that the stories in the Bible compared to reality would only result in a loss of belief in the whole mystical vision I had of the wonderful tales from the Sunday schools of my childhood.
 
Then one Sunday I noticed a paper nailed to the door of the church. I thought of Martin Luther nailing his theses to the church door, but it was only a sign-up sheet for a trip to the Holy Land…I found myself signing up.
 
Time went by and the list of people signed up were scratched out until there were only a half-dozen names on the list.
 
My name remained.
 
Finally the half-dozen departed! When we got to Jerusalem we joined a large group of Methodists under a very talented guide. And it was a great experience. I was completely convinced of the authenticity of all the sites. It was the greatest trip of my life.
 
I have since then noticed that there have been similar uncanny instances of help when I made crucial decisions in life. I can only attribute it to Jesus asking the first Christians in the city to receive power from on high. Thank you, Jesus!
 
Jim Sunwall
 
 
 
Jim is a founding member of Servants of Christ and is a faithful supporter of the ministries of the church.


Seventh Day of Advent | James 1:17

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“Every generous act of giving, with every perfect gift, is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.” James 1:17 (Context: James 1:2-18)
 
There are many days when it seems my heart starts the day singing: “All things bright and beautiful, all creatures great and small, all things wise and wonderful, the Lord God made them all.” And in the night when I waken at 4 a.m., I call to mind a verse memorized more than 65 years ago: “But those who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.” Isaiah 40:31
 
Corbin Carnell
 
 
Corbin is a founding member of Servants of Christ and has been affiliated with the congregation for many years. He is active as a lector and reads from the scriptures regularly at our 9:30 Service of Holy Communion.


Sixth Day of Advent | Romans 8:38-39

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“For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8:38-39 (Context: Romans 8:18-39)
 
After choosing these verses to write about, I re-read them and was struck by a word I had overlooked – “us.”
 
This promise of never being separated from God’s love is made to the community of believers. All of us who claim Jesus Christ as our Lord are connected to each other through God’s love for us and our love for Him.
 
The followers of Jesus Christ come from many different walks of life. We come from different racial and ethnic groups, from different social and economic backgrounds, we have varying levels of education, speak different languages, and we have different political leanings. Yet all of these differences pale in comparison to what unites us. We are united together through God’s love. And as Paul states in Romans, nothing can break that bond.
 
I have always found great comfort in these verses. The reality that through my relationship with Jesus Christ, I and everyone else who calls Him Lord can never be separated from God’s love and from each other.
 
Janice Ladd
 
 
 
Janice is a founding member of Servants of Christ and has served in many roles supporting mission ministries. She is currently the Missions Team Leader.


Fifth Day of Advent | 1 Chronicles 29:1

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“Yours, O Lord, are the greatness, the power, the glory, the victory, and the majesty; for all that is in the heavens and on the earth is yours; yours is the kingdom, O Lord, and you are exalted as head above all.” 1 Chronicles 29:1
 
I love our liturgy because of the embedded Scripture. It plants Scripture in my heart and mind. When I found this in the Old Testament, I was surprised. The Old Testament does that to me. It also seemed to be a run-on list of the Lord’s attributes at first, but the more I hear it and go over it in my heart and mind, I have grown quite fond of this verse. Looking up the context in Chronicles, there is even more to love about it! (Go ahead, do it now!)
 
Everything belongs to God. What a relief to know we are not in charge of it all. Like a weight off my shoulders, that gives me peace. Still, why do I find that I tend to hold so tightly to everything, knowing this?
 
This Scripture assists me using the prayer mnemonic A.C.T.S. It is beautiful, moving me to count the ways I Adore the Lord of the universe. It also moves me to Confession. Scripture is “sharper than any two-edged sword” (Hebrews 4:12), moving me to reject any notions of self-importance and pride. The Lord of the universe is this incredible, but still laid down the life of His son, Jesus, for me to stand before HIS throne spotless, and that leads me to be very Thankful.  For others, my prayer and Supplication is that they also know His greatness, powerfulness, glory, majesty, and splendor and also bow before HIM with reverence and awe.
 
Emily Wilson-McCrea
 
 
Emily is a founding member of Servants of Christ and serves on the vestry.


Fourth Day of Advent | John 9:2

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“And his disciples asked him, ‘Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?’ Jesus answered, ‘It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him.'” John 9:2-3 (Context: John 9)
 
These same words have been asked about me. “Do you have unconfessed sin?” “What generational curse is upon you?”
 
An elder once told me the reason I had not been healed was because there was someone in my immediate family that did not believe in my healing.
 
And of course there’s the biggie: “If you only had more faith, you would be healed.”
 
As I was a young bride and mother I dealt with Christians speaking this over me. This lead me to the point of pure exhaustion. I became detached, sad, and confused. I was sure Alex and the kids would do better without me.
 
Does God still heal? Does God love me? Did I do something horribly wrong to deserve this suffering? Is my family better off without me? The answers took a while to come to, but they are, in this order: YES!, YES!, NO!, NO!
 
At 12 my sister was diagnosed with muscular dystrophy. This turned our entire world upside down. Our home was never the same. I was diagnosed at the age of 19. I moved out of my house the next month. I could not go through that again. I was in denial for about 10 years, never speaking a word about it. I met Alex. Shared with him. We soon were married and had three beautiful children, but with time, more symptoms arose. I was convinced the words that had been spoken over me were correct and I needed to do whatever it took to “get healed.” I prayed my confessions, I meditated, I begged God, I cried out to him for my healing!
 
I started having trouble going up steps/stairs. I would make myself go up the step over and over again when no one was around. I would fall and get back up, trying again, this time with more faith! Nothing I did improved my physical condition. I finally gave up. I was so tired.
 
In time, I began to feel a pull towards seeking my healing once again. I let Alex in this time and we agreed that God does heal. That God does love me and that I am needed. Christ began to first heal my broken heart, then He moved to my mind. He started healing relationships around me. He was there for even the everyday things like giving me strength when I fell in the grocery store, to get up and keep shopping.
 
I went to the MDA clinic a few months back. My outside muscles are weak, but my heart, lungs, test results all came back normal. My doctor shared with me that I should be in congestive heart failure at my age with this particular MD. I shared with him that I asked the Lord to heal me or sustain me and He has heard and answered my prayer.
 
I am now in a place of pure joy & contentment. I could not ask for a better life. Would I like to walk? Of course! But that is in God’s hands. I made a decision about 10 years ago. I could wait for my healing to be used by God, or I could be used along the way. I chose the latter. God has healed me, in so many ways. God has also used my wheelchair in so many ways. I know my Redeemer lives. I know He understands all my suffering and the sufferings of my family. I know that He will never forsake me or leave me. I tried to leave, but my Father would not let me go. He is a good, good Father!
 
Jody Farmer
 
Jody is our Rector’s wife, a development manager, and the mother of three adult children.


Third Day of Advent | Isaiah 40:5

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“The glory of the LORD shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together.” Isaiah 40:5 (Context: Isaiah 40:1-5)
 
This passage has words spoken by the Lord as a promise to Israel to comfort them while in exile and to give them hope. It is also a promise for us, a promise of an Advent or an arrival of what or who is hoped for, longed for, watched for. The Season of Advent is a period during which we await the arrival of the long-promised Messiah. I love to read the Messianic promises of the Old Testament foretelling the coming of Jesus Christ our Lord.
 
We know that the first coming of Jesus, the Incarnation, is a historical fact. We look to Him and His teaching in Scripture to know and obey Him. We also know that He will return – there will be a second coming, another Advent. This we affirm in the Eucharist: “Christ has died. Christ is risen. Christ will come again.”
 
So each Advent, celebrating and singing “It came upon a midnight clear,” we anticipate Christmas morning and the birth of Jesus, the Word made flesh; and we wait and watch for Him to return in glory.
 
As the psalmist wrote: “Lift up your heads, O gates; lift them high, O everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in. Who is he, this King of glory? The LORD of hosts, he is The King of glory.” Psalm 24:9-10
 
Lastly, we have Jesus’ promise: “Surely I am coming soon.” Revelation 22:20
 
Amen. Come, Lord Jesus!
 
Mary Langeland
 
 
Mary is a founding member of Servants of Christ. She serves as the Pastoral Care Committee Convener and works diligently to send prayer and praise requests to our many prayer warriors.


Second Day of Advent | Psalm 17:8

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“Keep me as the apple of your eye…” Psalm 17:8 (Context: Psalm 17)
 
Have you ever wondered where the phrase “apple of your eye” comes from? Since this phrase was put in front of me three times in less than one week from three separate sources, I definitely wondered. The original Hebrew phrase is used in three places in the Bible: once to describe how God protected Jacob (Deut. 32:10), once by David in the Psalm mentioned above, and once in Proverbs 7:2. The phrase literally means “little man of the eye” and refers to the tiny reflection of yourself that you see in another’s eyes.
 
For me, this is significant. To keep a long story short, a few weeks ago I was really questioning whether the God of the universe – the God who is so big and powerful that He keeps galaxies and stars and planets in line – could really care about me, a tiny speck of dust living on a slightly larger speck of dust swirling in the midst of a vast vacuum. Someone prayed that God would show me He cared and within a week, I believe God answered three times with, “you are the apple of my eye.”
 
Think about it. To be reflected in someone’s eyes, they have to be looking at you. Although this phrase is used fairly specifically for Jacob and David in the Bible, I think I can believe that God is looking at me, too. He sees me.*
 
Interestingly, in Proverbs 7:2, a father (the Father, I think) is speaking to a “son.” He says, “keep my words and treasure up my commandments with you…keep my teaching as the apple of your eye,” So I have a part to play, too. Yes, God sees me, but I’m to keep my eyes on His words, His commandments, and His teachings. There’s a good chance that if I’d been doing my part in the first place, I wouldn’t have needed the reminder that God sees me at all. But, praise be to God, He is willing to remind us of things we should already know.
 
 
*The link here directs you to a sermon on Luke 19:1-10 by Deacon Chris Jones. If you haven’t heard it before, I encourage you to listen now. It’s more on this same theme – God sees you and loves you.
 
Nikki Smith
 
 
Nikki and her husband Justin joined the Servants family in 2011. She has become instrumental in our youth programs as the on-staff Youth Leader. She is the mother of two of our youngsters, and as if that is not enough to keep her busy, she is also Servants’ Communications Director.


First Day of Advent | Matthew 25:37-40

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“Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger and invite you in or needing clothes and clothe you? When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’ The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’” Matthew 25:37-40 (Context: Matthew 25:31-46)
 
The essence of this wonderful verse was brought home to me one very cold Advent season in Jacksonville, Florida. I was very preoccupied for reasons that are now unclear and on the way to pick up some food for dinner from a local Long John Silver’s. I was delighted to have my teenage daughter with me who I hope could brighten up my spirits. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see a young sad waif of a girl walk into the food establishment and gave it no thought.
 
As I waited to pick up my food order, my reverie was suddenly broken by the manager yelling at the waif… “Go on…get out of here … we don’t give no free handouts to bums… get out!!!!!” Wow…Christmas spirit…and I picked up my order, paid, and then noticed that daughter was no longer with me…..
 
I went outside and then noticed that my daughter was standing with little waif with her arm around her wiping her tears away then handing a wad of bills and walking back to me. Now my reverie was broken and the meaning of the Scripture came to me, “the least of these my brothers and sisters.” I said: “What you did was wonderful.” To which my daughter responded: “Don’t make a big deal out it dad.” Well, the money she gave was her entire paycheck.
 
As I looked around I noticed that the young waif had disappeared! How could that be? Very little time had passed…or so I thought …Where did she go? Had God sent us an angel like in the movie “It’s a Wonderful Life”…? I don’t know. At this point my eyes began to moist up and we headed for the car…  another Scripture came to mind: “Do not forget to show hospitality to strangers, for by so doing some people have shown hospitality to angels without knowing it.” Hebrews 13:2
 
Ken Handley
 
 
Ken Handley along with his wife Bev, were founding members of Servants of Christ. Although Bev went to be with the Lord in 2016, Ken continues to be a strong supporter of our family efforts to spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ. He is a member of the vestry with his term ending in 2018.